the end will come slow
Dec. 11th, 2002 09:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wildflowersoulwhat kind of crack were they smoking when they made those 70's claymation christmas specials? i do have a soft spot for the penguin one..
if i had a super-power, it would definitely be eyes that shoot lasers. that would kick ass. i could say "LASERED!" instead of "ARROWED!"
first, class tonight was a dimension of hell that was, 'til now, unbeknownst to me. we were told we were getting out early, which makes happy. the class proceeded to be a whole lot of the same three people talking way too much, and repeating themselves and others very often. it peeves me quite a lot when people are not succinct. i realize this is a fault of my own lack of patience, but if you really think your thoughts are that important, i don't think it's asking too much to expect that you clearly think through what you have to say and um, HAVE A POINT. meh.
halfway through this, i started to wonder when, exactly, i lost all ambition and became, well, damn lazy. i used to be a super-overachiever. i can even remember a time when i would at least Try, or put in a modicum of effort. i'm worried about my all-encompassing apathy for school, as i really have high hopes of obtaining a degree in gender studies and, if possible, in u.s. history. or sociology. but with the truly stunning laziness i've exhibited this past semester, i don't know if it would be worth the slide into even more debt. i'm trying to remember the classes i actually cared to put effort into: shakespeare, colonial/revolutionary u.s. history, nature of consciousness, gay/lesbian literature, psychology of women and gender. and that anthro class of which i skipped many, many classes, then did every reading for the class the day before the final...i actually enjoyed the readings so much that i felt some remorse over slacking so hardcore. and i managed to pull an A anyway. so i'm hoping that my apathy toward libe science is more the result of totally uninteresting subject matter rather than a mark of my inability to do work. plus, i'm totally pissed that i got a B on a reference paper which was certainly deserving of better. i'm not so proud that i can't admit when i do really shoddy work, as i did with the last reference thing i turned in, but i really think this was a good paper for the lousy topic i had to cover. alright, enough, this is painfully long.
if i had a super-power, it would definitely be eyes that shoot lasers. that would kick ass. i could say "LASERED!" instead of "ARROWED!"
first, class tonight was a dimension of hell that was, 'til now, unbeknownst to me. we were told we were getting out early, which makes happy. the class proceeded to be a whole lot of the same three people talking way too much, and repeating themselves and others very often. it peeves me quite a lot when people are not succinct. i realize this is a fault of my own lack of patience, but if you really think your thoughts are that important, i don't think it's asking too much to expect that you clearly think through what you have to say and um, HAVE A POINT. meh.
halfway through this, i started to wonder when, exactly, i lost all ambition and became, well, damn lazy. i used to be a super-overachiever. i can even remember a time when i would at least Try, or put in a modicum of effort. i'm worried about my all-encompassing apathy for school, as i really have high hopes of obtaining a degree in gender studies and, if possible, in u.s. history. or sociology. but with the truly stunning laziness i've exhibited this past semester, i don't know if it would be worth the slide into even more debt. i'm trying to remember the classes i actually cared to put effort into: shakespeare, colonial/revolutionary u.s. history, nature of consciousness, gay/lesbian literature, psychology of women and gender. and that anthro class of which i skipped many, many classes, then did every reading for the class the day before the final...i actually enjoyed the readings so much that i felt some remorse over slacking so hardcore. and i managed to pull an A anyway. so i'm hoping that my apathy toward libe science is more the result of totally uninteresting subject matter rather than a mark of my inability to do work. plus, i'm totally pissed that i got a B on a reference paper which was certainly deserving of better. i'm not so proud that i can't admit when i do really shoddy work, as i did with the last reference thing i turned in, but i really think this was a good paper for the lousy topic i had to cover. alright, enough, this is painfully long.
