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[wildflowersoul]

Back at work! Leaving my little muffin in daycare was the hardest thing I've done in a long, long time. He was sleeping when we got there and slept through our leaving, so he woke up in a strange place surrounded by strangers. I'm trying to not think too much about that. I miss my little guy so much, but it is nice to be part of the adult world again. It would be a bit easier if it wasn't dismal and rainy today. I brought my pump intending to do a lunch time pump but forgot half the pump accessories that are necessary. Sigh. Things have been moving along today at a fast enough pace to keep my mind off my sadness.

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[incandes-flower.livejournal.com]

I was going to email you to see how you are doing. You can always call the daycare and get some reassurance that he is doing well, if you think that would help. As far as I know, when they are that young they don't have that stranger/separation anxiety yet so as long as they are feeding him and comforting him, I'm sure he's doing great. I'm sorry this is so hard, but I think it will get better. :)

*hugs*

[wildflowersoul.livejournal.com]

A few people at work asked me if I'd called to check in- I couldn't stand the thought of calling and hearing that he was crying and miserable, so I waited out the day. He did well! Now to get myself together...

[incandes-flower.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad to hear he had a good day. I can understand why you might want to call. Sounds like you made the right decision.

You should spoil yourself this week as much as possible. It is completely natural that this is difficult for you. Just remember to take care of yourself! You need a little extra TLC this week.